A bridge from the dark place to the meadow :D

Well here goes nothing since September 2010 I've been dealing with sooo much in my life downs and ups , vertical and horizontal . A few things I've learned first never trust a man who says he's ur best friend and would never turn his back on you he's lying. Never trust a person on twitter who won't give u a straight answer and is secretly gathering information to twist and use against you (music__girl) .


I can forgive the man to some degree but never the girl who lied to many people on twitter to get what she wanted (him) sadly thanks to my ex roommate for posing as other people (ruben langdon,and a psychic ) to destroy my friendships. Btw music__girl thanks to him I now have a photo of u in panties showing off ur crotch !!! Try getting a respectful modeling job after that stupid move so yeah , my ex friend wasn't the only piece of ass she was after ,from what I've heard she still gets around. However I don't see him getting acting or modeling jobs with what an ugly self absorbed person he has become what can I say u act like who ur with and boy do they act like each other . I bet he's lost a few close friends including the american girl he was in love with for the longest time (Ashley)

Yes I'm still bitter , yes I'm still pissed do I plan on revenge ? Not right now but I make no promises if I ever come across her in person that I won't do something totally stupid.
Now after all that crap I got engaged to a wonderful man ...... was happy worked very hard to save up move to England and start my life with him ... He however was not happy ..... So he wanted to "put things on hold till I get there" my thought if you can't be with me now why would you want me then ? ......... I went through a few different things jobs ,kids stuff , even came close to having another baby ... while on the side I was beginning to open up again about July 2012 jan of that year I met a friend online that reminded me of the friend I lost ...... Terrified at first I took things even slower ....... Sept he told me he loved me as a friend ...... By dec it grew to something much stronger ...... By jan 9th 2013 we were talking relationship
he keeps me sane makes me laugh makes me feel happy that I am who I am ..... Around thanksgiving of 2012 something incredible happened .........
The caged immortal became a published book . It's now on its way to the London book fair available on amazon.com . I feel so blessed to have come so far and I thank each and everyone of my friends who stuck by me and believed me and in me. Next book I publish I will thank you all and make sure your a part of it in ways you will only know ;) As for Doc .... II will see you this year ..... You may not receive Your package on v day but def. by your bday ! :) as for froggy your getting one also , boobs you too and twinkles u as well and u too tink !